Bean was the proverbial “up and outer”, who was living the dream and suddenly found it all meaningless. It’s amazing how simple prayer can be so life-changing. Bean went on to become Andrew Breitbart’s father in law. He led him to conservatism, and I believe to the Lord as well.
https://www.breitbart.com/faith/2020/02/11/tribute-orson-bean-said-mere-christianity-turned-him-around/
Fame did make him happy, for a while. “It got me laid and made me money and it was fun. I wanted more, so I graduated to drugs and booze. They worked, too, for a while (quite a long while, actually),” he said.
Then one day — Bean told Breitbart Radio — “it just stopped working and became nothing.”
He enrolled in a 12-step program and eventually asked a tough-looking member named Bobby: “What should I do?”
“Get down on your knees,” he told me, “and thank God every morning. Then, do it again at night.”
“But I don’t think I believe in God,” Bean retorted.
“It doesn’t matter,” Bobby said. “Just do it.”
“Why do I have to get down on my knees?”
“He likes it,” said Bobby. “And that’s all he said to me. He stood there looking at me for a minute and then I said OK and thanked him and he took off.”
Though he felt a little silly, that very night, Bean got down on his knees and said, “if there’s anybody up there, thank you for the day.” He said he slept like a log and in the morning got down on his knees again and said, “If there’s anybody there, thank you for my night’s sleep.”
“Little by little it stopped feeling foolish. I began to feel if my prayer was being heard… that whatever or whoever loved me,” Bean said.